Thanks Bailee <333 same goes for you! :*
~I’ve had such an off few days. My life is seriously becoming consumed by eating ice cubes, sleeping, and drinking coffee. I really hope the liquid iron I’m on starts working soon..I don’t know how much longer I can live this way. This exhaustion is unreal. Just by sitting up, I get winded. Fuck anemia.
~Because of all that and some crappy GI issues (hey, I may have found the source of my anemia though…if you catch my drift) I woke up with, I ended up canceling my appointments for the day. I always go to my appointments. It was strange not having appointments, but honestly, I just slept most of the day so it didn’t really matter.
~I just woke up about fifteen minutes ago craving ice. So, I just got up and ate a tray of ice cubes and decided to check tumblr. SO hi everyone!
~My body image is crap. I feel like I’ve gained a ton of weight. I haven’t been stepping on the scale for a couple weeks now. I’m terrified that if I do step on it, it’s going to be like, surprise, you are overweight or something. I know that’s completely disordered thinking though. If I gained a significant amount of weight, my clothes wouldn’t be fitting anymore and they still fit. So whatever.
~Sorry this isn’t a particularly positive post. I’m just not feeling great. Lots of love.
**EDIT** Got a few concerned messages, so I thought I’d clarify—I am not living off solely ice cubes and coffee, I get the calories and nutrition that I need too, keep in mind that I have lots of tummy issues and am currently getting most of my nutrition through my nasojejunal feeding tube.